I think your becoming what we call "obsessed" maybe if you chilled out and showed Allie or Tricky whoever tf, maybe even Zero, that you can be chill and not try to be a kiss-ass for a some time, then maybe you wont be so annoying and obnoxious. You can never WANT it this bad, you have to be nonchalant... you pretty much ask for mod and you've suggested yourself numerous times lol. Its obnoxious, its weird how its not obvious to you that maybe that is the reason you arent a mod yet.