Quote from: Cooky on October 31, 2012, 10:44:25 PM
I am sorry for starting that thread 'a message from cooky' it was stupid and, now that I see what has happened, I know that it wasnt needed, I just felt that at the time it was my only chance. I made a mistake, im sorry, but please dont hold this 1 little thread against me and take away all the hard work I have done for months. This 1 stupid little thread has caused me so much pain..please forget it ever existed...I cannot stop thinking about it, it is haunting every waking moment of my life..
thankyou
Cooky I told you actions speak louder than words and to not post any of those type of threads,I do think you hurt your chances now,but life is long and you may have another shot.I also wanted to say showing too much emotion is never good, at the end of the day, BoutCheetah is just an online game and shouldn't effect your emotions in any sort of way(other than being happy because you're having fun). There's no rewind button in life so you did what you did, don't feel regret another chance will appear if anything. I honestly thought you were doing great till you let your own thoughts of not having a chance take over, it's not just about wanting to be a staff member, but being ready for it mentally and being mature about it. You had the decency to apologize about the thread you made. If you really want a position in staff, I think you should just let it come to you,not go after it.
The way you lashed out at Zommy is an example of losing your cool, you shouldn't be upset with what he said. He isn't the only one who dislikes those topics, but I think you've learned from your mistakes now (I'm ok with some of this topic other than those two lines that I disliked).
Cooky-"I made a mistake, im sorry, but please dont hold this 1 little thread against me and take away all the hard work I have done for months. "
Cooky-" This 1 stupid little thread has caused me so much pain..please forget it ever existed...I cannot stop thinking about it, it is haunting every waking moment of my life.."
^These two lines stuck out to me.
We as humans will always commit mistakes, but we learn from those mistakes. Learn from this mistake Cooky don't ask for it to be overlooked as if it didn't happen.
You can still help people without having to be a staff member, before I was a mod I would tell people in lobby to stop spamming and helped many new players with any questions and at the end of each day knowing that I helped at least one person was satisfying to me. If I wasn't a staff member today I would still be doing many of the same things. I still treat others as I did before.