lots of hardships in my childhood/adolesense
lost my mom, dealt with addiction, was hospitalized, depressed and suicidal to name a few
overcame everything and won some awards in high school like most improved student
graduated
went to college and failed cus I didn't really care and was gonna be kicked out but lived there secretly for months until I finally got a job and moved into my own apartment
been living here for a year and a half and working to pay all the bills while playing BC and other fun games and having pretty much no social life
I have severe anxiety disorder and so this is the way I like it because I feel comfortable talking on the internet but not real life
ill never have a girlfriend and my best friends are on the internet, its something im not exactly proud of but its a reality ive come to live with and not feel bad about anymore
I enjoy life and I am happy everyday, I never thought I would get this far
gtg to work bye