I don't actually think there are any person here that can say that his life is pretty easy. All people has their problems even some worst than yours, but that doesn't mean all things are ruined. You are the one who decide to ruin your own life. If you srsly give up at your age(i guess you has no more than 16) then sorry but fk you, you a coward. Any person here cares if you ruin your life but it will be pretty sad for those who really loves you and find in you a support, like your dad. At least don't fk up his life acting like that....