I am sorry for starting that thread 'a message from cooky' it was stupid and, now that I see what has happened, I know that it wasnt needed, I just felt that at the time it was my only chance. I made a mistake, im sorry, but please dont hold this 1 little thread against me and take away all the hard work I have done for months. This 1 stupid little thread has caused me so much pain..please forget it ever existed...I cannot stop thinking about it, it is haunting every waking moment of my life..
thankyou